I just made a fool atmyself
Or im just a fool. too late to notice
Or I've known it. but left in a shelf
Knowing. feeling. im scared. It brought me to my knees.

This words are unforgiving
This is what it feels when ur living.
It is difficult to be appreciated
It is better to be eviscerated

Or drownmyself in my own tears
Rather than facing my own fears
I know it feels like running away
but i think its ok.

Cuz for every problem comes with a solution.
And a million ways to **** a rat.
I'll **** that rat with a cat.
It means I'll be both. killing myself with extreme caution