This is a story repeatedly told And to be honest, its getting old The story of my pain And constantly feeling insane I just want this book to close And to escape life woes But instead it turns page by page As if each chapter is a cage I grab an eraser to delete the past But the memories flood back fast Is instead I grab a pen to write some joy up ahead But all the ink is dead I slowly wait day by day For it all to just fade away I wish I could simply start anew But that is something I could never do I have done my best and tried But I ended up wanting to hide I hide behind a smile And a certain choice in style So I can remain behind these broken walls Because I'd rather be fake than to fall