I hate everything about
myself
I am put in a state of
numbness from
the world
in a vacuum of
nothingness
at the bottom of
a lake
sinking
detachment from
emotions
have become an unfamiliar subject to my
head
is always drowned out by the sound of my
cries
have become a constant state behind my fake
smiles
fake
laughs
too many broken
promises
have no meaning to me anymore because of
you
made me this way
you
broke me when I was at my
highest
point I have had since the night of January second is the
dream
ing has turned into
nightmares
have become an escape from my
reality
is pushing me further into my dark side and
thoughts
are no longer
beautiful
is what you used to call me, next to all of the other
girls
are not meant to be this ****
broken