love struck my bedroom in the
early AM
woken from a dream to be
alive in another

you

now I wake from
a nightmare
to be alive in a reality that
is worse than any thought
I've ever had

you

sinking in a sea of
covers
dropping between the
floorboards
free falling a million miles
long
emptiness
screaming for something someone
pulling my hair to find that there is nothing no one

you
pushed me into nothingness