i read your horoscope before i read my own. learn what the planets have in store for you before i see what my own week will look like. you're always my first thought. in the morning as i wake i wonder if you slept okay. if you'll be at school. before i fall asleep, i think over the events of the day. were we okay? was everything normal? and then you appear in my dreams. an apparition of something i wish i could have. i put you before me. your life before mine. but never would you think the same.