Its the pain you feel, When all that's left to do is die, It's the pain you feel, When you realize a part of your life You envy is now gone. The pain so intense, Is called heartbreak, The feeling my mother handed to me As she left me on my grandfather's door step, and told me I didn't fit her life style. The pain I received, After "not being good enough" From the boy I loved, More than I loved myself. The pain I felt, As I watched my own father, get pulled away from me, And put in a prison cell. I'm fifteen, And have felt more heartbreak Than a person twice my age has felt. Yet I still wake up and smile.