I may talk, joke around or laugh with you. But you don’t know the number of pain i hide deep inside! My eyes, they shine so bright but you never see my tears, rolling down my face, along with a torn heart. So many things inside, looking for a soul to share my sorrow with. Yet nobody claim to hear! That nobody is loneliness! I feel like a perforated rose whose petals had withered and faded into a monochromatic dust. Talking in vain, crying for help. In the end, it’s me against myself!