Every night I sit and I vibe with this music and pen trying to describe the feelings hidden inside these walls I call my eyes\
Shaded with the stains of those I've hurt
With every lil flirt I convert\
Keeping you alert to the pain that is the twisted mind of mine\
Never will I be fine as I turn one into nine like blood to wine\
Consuming every line\
Only to be remembered by my time in the light as I fall from sight\
So before the sun fades away to bring the night\
I'ma turn wrong to right and take the life that should of been mine\
Pushing the line between heaven and hell with only the sound of a bell to remind you of what I'm about to tell\
And as the beginning becomes the end and begins to mend this body of mine\
What I hide behind for inside I'm nothing but a used up man shattered by the tears that fall from the moon for she weeps for me and my pain\
Making it rain as I become insane\
Lost within the fires of fame burning my shame and consuming my name\
With the flame created by the same as what I became\
My sin\
Born from the ashes of wrongful lust lost in a secret desire hidden within an appetite to be the best\
So I say to all the rest now begins the test\
For with this blade your eyes will fade away to grey ending the day before it can start\
As I take these words from my heart and turn them into a piece of art\
Every little letter playing it's part creating this my night art of this dying heart\