The bird longs to be free as of I wanting to be heard. Wanting to escape the pain and terror that adorns my head.
I wonder what it feel likes to be free of the shadows and voices that stick around. How its is to be in the light instead of constant darkness.
I used to be free and afloat. Able to smile without a doubt, until the darkness consumes my very identity. To say the least. Im drowning. My life has been crushed.
Staying in a cage 24/7 is how I feel. My body entrapped in nothing but rage and depression. Negativity floods your body. Every corner, every inch until there’s nothing left.
A grave of dreams. The only thing keeping me sane. I dream of how life could be but eventually they all die. Its the end of the road for my imagination and soul.
My thoughts are now clouded and confused. I don’t understand anything anymore. What has life come to? Its nothing but terror.Its empty and filled with power crazed fools, longing to be free suddenly seems like a faded dream.
The sun shine everywhere but near me. I am no longer blessed with the things of the past. There’s nothing left for the future. As of I.
The breeze seems as though it’s fresh out of a bottle. I wish to breathe it but my lungs are clogged. My vision is blurred and my body has gone limp. Once more the light hovers over my skin until it completely fades. I see it no more.
I see them smiling genuinely and laughing whilst I can barely muster a word. My voice is trapped into a bow locked up and buried. Help.
Dark is now. It was before but now it seems like there is nothing left. A blackhole I’m trapped. No one can save me now. Im in too deep.