where do you float when you run out of breath? how do you walk without knowing what's next? weight on your chest, they say take a deep breath. But what if you dont, is the alternative death? do we twitch on the ground, try to think about less? do we quietly combust, do we weather the test? I dont know all the reasons, but i can tell you the rest. If we go then we go, But i havent quite yet.