Time passes by as I blink
I realise that I take time to think
Of all the things that could go wrong
Or all the times I didn't belong
Deep in my stomach I feel something
Lurching and my eyes glaze over
I look up and wish to see a super nova
A brightness that I have lost completely
Over these past months where feelings have appeared fleetingly

Today I say, is the day of change
The day I hope to rearrange
To be born again but to remain myself
Will people accept me
Will I be loved
Doubt starts to enclose around me
Until I can no longer see
Today is the day I die again

When will the day come where I am embraced
When will the day come where I will not be erased
Substitution can only give me time
It can not give me life
One day I will be me
One day people will see
Belief is the only thing I live for