I watch from within my inner sanctum breathless, ambivalence flows through my mind like a raging river shaping the ages of rock shaping the course of time. I smile, at the lost souls seeking, searching reaching out to the predominant winds that promise to carry them higher, to their promised Nivarna to their vindication of self. A need, a want, a desperate call for nothingness to engulf, so as the winds will not forsake. I watch as so many reach outwards and so few within.