you're starting to pretend i don't exist saying things to other girls right in front of me when did i become like this? loving someone who doesn't give a **** why doesn't anyone else want me? am i really that bad? why do you keep bringing me down? I guess it's all my fault, huh? dating someone who probably wouldn't care if i dropped dead right here ****.. i'm so done with this i still can't believe i don't have the courage to just quit