With this paper and pen I let go of all this pain\
Watching moments pass me by with this life caught in a lonely rain\
Everyday wishing for something better when I write\
Questioning all the wrongs in my life\
Looking for that bright light kept just out of sight\
Suffering from depression that just won't leave me alone\
Living in an empty home hollow inside so I lose my self in this song\
So many days without you I don't know what to do\
Looking in this mirror without a clue to who it is staring back at me wish I knew\
Tierd of having to do so much on my own never having anyone call my phone\
Does anybody even know I'm alive it's not like I've been living a lie\
Spending hours asking why it's not like I didn't take the time to try\
No one's looking out for my best interest so I let this ink flow from this cut wrist\
Hope my suicide grants somebody's wish\
Now I'm saying my goodbyes not that anyone's wondering why\
No one listens maybe why I was able to find so many reasons\
Mind full of bad intentions\
These regrets I'm missing\
Killed by my depression suicide is my only mission\