Torn down by television, poisoned by *******. raked by regret and bludgeoned by biography. Anything but retrospect will happen in your head. It's crammed full to shut it up then sent to bed.
There are the loudest of riots happening in your brain. Dictators overthrowing sense and establishing reign! And you fund them in all of their their warfare! I can no longer in good consciense send my words there.
You struggle as a product of your fight and the proof is this: The words are useless.