I’m sporadically pinging bouncing off mental walls. Take a deep breath In and out. Doesn’t help at all. My mind is racing 100,000 miles a minute. Looking at street lights out library windows, burning and bursting with anxiety. This structure is crumbling into anarchy of the mind. It’s about **** time. My mind forgets about reality and remembers the worst possible scenarios. The world stands still. Figuratively, of course the world is still spinning on its axis. I can feel it in my bones. Constantly in motion. The law of conservation of energy states, “That energy can be neither created nor destroyed.” Therefore, it must change forms. The mind is a powerful tool. A powerful weapon against oneself. There is no way of stopping what is to come. The paths get wider and I stay the same. It’s all in my head. Nothing is changing. Everything is the same. In a world full of atoms we are all in this til the end.