Despair whispers in my ear an the sound of a razor blade on my wrist is all it wants to hear\

This life can be taken away as far as I care\

Reality being that my misery and loneliness alone I can no longer bare when it's like I'm trapped in this constant nightmare\

Walking through these days with a never fading fear left to wait for my savior to appear\

Is anyone there I'd really like to know if so then where\

Out of this window I stare and it doesn't look like these grey clouds will ever clear\

The reason why I'm currently contemplating suicide feeling things would be better off if I was to die\

Saying my goodbye I gave living a try\

Time for something new my hand full of pills\

A battle of wills\

Anyone who feels the same I get it and your not to blame so don't be the reason for your famliys pain\

Flush those pills and put down that razor blade it's to soon for you to be just a memory that will never fade\

There's a better way just listen to me and what I say\

Because every day it breaks me to pieces when you can't find enough reasons\

Your life is worth keeping so I'm here for you is what I guess I've been saying\

Reach out and message me if you need someone at night I'll be there ready to write\

Take care of your life\

Your the only thing needed for this suicide I'll help you to fight\