we had one big bed, he was less than a year along then. we each had the days together. the sun came indirectly through the windows, soft orange and yellow illumination. king size borders our country, and we the kings there was little in the way of trouble and tears. we both felt so safe. then, one day, he decided it was over. he wanted off the bed. out of the room! he wanted the world. no matter my protestations, forward is the only way we are Given, to move through time.