Oct 2018
“Valentine for a ghost”
Desperation on the side of the road, kiss me like it’s two months ago and i want to lay close to you and listen to closing time, but the signs are all closed on our time. My heart hangs with me one more time until tomorrow. What part of the forest are you pruning today? Let’s lace the lights and let you move on to a new tomorrow. I’m glad you are happy. That means the world to my heart. Hearing from you sent me singing. I count my ways through your X’s and O’s. I’m just wanting that slow dance to start. My arms are empty and I’ll sing this tune when i see you. I’ll smile you’ll never know my thoughts go to the what if’s of what will never be. I’m dreaming of a dark day. It’s raining in all our skies. I hope you move on to big things for your figure it’s fragile in my thoughts even if i know you can handle any sling or arrow. Let that talk box bleed our songs in counter clock wise i sit on your side because i want to be by your-side. My mirror is shallow almost empty my hair hangs low almost in my face. i wont change anything in hope it won’t change anything. Nye was a new year and it bleeds into my future this year started out brilliant... hopefully I’m not the mind sculptor you thought i was. i miss you, a lady lover and i want to linger in your door way. Be my stranger stay long and dream of me tonight. And hopefully the bubbles bubble up over the brim of our glass. Be the mistress of solitude a singer who speaks of fortune. Don’t find out I’m not here. And I’m holding on to hope that your feelings could slow. My second life time lover a whisper of 100 Wishes and like that it’s gone. Goodbye Wednesday.
I get the mandela effect about cause it seems like January went on forever in another dimension, like side swiping cars when I’m coming down the street or turning mailbox flags up and walking past waiting for the rain to come. I’m stuck in the beginning of a final fantasy fiction scenario where you told me to never stop smiling for you. I’ll get on that plane and never turn around. I’m on a space ship headed to another planet where you and me didn't exist and I’m a lightsaber cutting through the fan fiction of a rainstorm I’m looking for a season to change to spring but I’ll hide in fall. Where will my story turn the page on our chapter. You were a side character i was hoping for a main role.
So come suffer in silence with me and stand on shoulders of ones who came before i want to arrange your eyes so you can see me again.
You’ll never hurt me again and i know you’ll feel better, but...
It’s ok cause I’ll keep living and leading a life less than fortunate, but the dust has settled and the lights are turned low. They swept up after the ending its time to go. You went your way and I’ll go mine. My heart is huge and i tear off pieces for people like you living in my home outside a dusty town, I’m the crystal ball for your gypsy curse. Don’t forget the time you smiled for a ghost.
Desperation on the side of the road, kiss me like it’s two months ago and i want to lay close to you and listen to closing time, but the signs are all closed on our time. My heart hangs with me one more time until tomorrow. What part of the forest are you pruning today? Let’s lace the lights and let you move on to a new tomorrow. I’m glad you are happy. That means the world to my heart. Hearing from you sent me singing. I count my ways through your X’s and O’s. I’m just wanting that slow dance to start. My arms are empty and I’ll sing this tune when i see you. I’ll smile you’ll never know my thoughts go to the what if’s of what will never be. I’m dreaming of a dark day. It’s raining in all our skies. I hope you move on to big things for your figure it’s fragile in my thoughts even if i know you can handle any sling or arrow. Let that talk box bleed our songs in counter clock wise i sit on your side because i want to be by your-side. My mirror is shallow almost empty my hair hangs low almost in my face. i wont change anything in hope it won’t change anything. Nye was a new year and it bleeds into my future this year started out brilliant... hopefully I’m not the mind sculptor you thought i was. i miss you, a lady lover and i want to linger in your door way. Be my stranger stay long and dream of me tonight. And hopefully the bubbles bubble up over the brim of our glass. Be the mistress of solitude a singer who speaks of fortune. Don’t find out I’m not here. And I’m holding on to hope that your feelings could slow. My second life time lover a whisper of 100 Wishes and like that it’s gone. Goodbye Wednesday.
I get the mandela effect about cause it seems like January went on forever in another dimension, like side swiping cars when I’m coming down the street or turning mailbox flags up and walking past waiting for the rain to come. I’m stuck in the beginning of a final fantasy fiction scenario where you told me to never stop smiling for you. I’ll get on that plane and never turn around. I’m on a space ship headed to another planet where you and me didn't exist and I’m a lightsaber cutting through the fan fiction of a rainstorm I’m looking for a season to change to spring but I’ll hide in fall. Where will my story turn the page on our chapter. You were a side character i was hoping for a main role.
So come suffer in silence with me and stand on shoulders of ones who came before i want to arrange your eyes so you can see me again.
You’ll never hurt me again and i know you’ll feel better, but...
It’s ok cause I’ll keep living and leading a life less than fortunate, but the dust has settled and the lights are turned low. They swept up after the ending its time to go. You went your way and I’ll go mine. My heart is huge and i tear off pieces for people like you living in my home outside a dusty town, I’m the crystal ball for your gypsy curse. Don’t forget the time you smiled for a ghost.
