Do I make you anxious
Does my love for you drive you away
Does it bring you to madness
I used to give to little
Not care at all
Just go about life as usual
Then I met you
And you became my life
But it feels like I’m not yours
No matter how much you want me to be
No matter how many bedtime stories
Just so you can fall asleep
Now that I give my all
It’s too much
And it hurts
God it hurts
More than downing a bottle of tequila
More than smoking a carton with no break
I just
I want you to be ok
And I know you want space
But
I just really don’t want to give you up
I feel like if I can’t talk to you
You’ll realize you don’t actually love me..
But I love you..