My suicide note

To feel so down as want to die
Is unfortunately not new
All I want to do is cry
And most of this is down to you.

I sometimes feel all on my own
Even though I am surrounded
When all I feel I do is moan
And my thoughts are always hounded

My loved ones dont deserve it all
This anguish to their door
I feel like a crying baby doll
I don't want to feel no more

I don't want to feel happy or sad
I don't want to exist
I don't to feel as though I'm bad
I know I won't be missed

They will all learn to live without me
No more fights or squabbles
This is how it's meant to be
Not me having one of my wobbles

How will I end it? this I know
I've worked it out in my head
I know what I'll do I know where I'll go
I know I am better off dead!