I have a place I long to be
Yet can't ever seem to get there
My weakness keeps me where I am
Holding me down with chains of shame
Others make it there victorious
Achievement and pride beams from them
While I sit here, stationary
Never going forth, I just dream
Don't doubt it hovers me always
Rains down drops of self-loathe and shame
I deserve no pity; no love
For an ugly failure I am.