I've always had those thoughts in the back of my mind
I'm not intelligent, I'm not pretty, I'm not funny, I'm not talented and so much more
I'd compare myself to everyone
Especially you
I've always had those thoughts
But over the summer they actually started to become less
I was actually starting to overcome them
Slowly but surely
And it may not have seemed like that but it was a secret
"Look at me, I'm so adorable."
I'd sometimes say in the mirror acting like a ******
I was finally finding some sort of self-love
I admit it wasn't all fine and dandy yet but I was getting somewhere
Sorry I wasn't magically fixed overnight
But today all progress was ruined
I don't know what I did to deserve it
I was trying so hard...