I bent over willingly not knowing what exactly was going to happen.
I faced the door hoping help would come through the ***** keyhole.
Thing is....... I was always up after eight and didn't have the power to fight nor scream.
After this particular incident that happened one too many times, regularly. Everything changed.
I slept early. I had anger towards men. I was afraid of speaking up. And lastly I didn't know what it was.
Because it wasn't skin on skin, Society would conclude and say it wasn't a scheme .
Because I didn't scream, Society would conclude and say I enjoyed it.
So what is child molestation? Skin on skin? Or not wanting it to happen at all?
I didn't say "No" cause I was afraid, I didn't say "No" cause saying it to an elder was rude, I didn't say "No" cause he was the opposite *** And I didn't say "No" cause I was seven years of age.