Liar
I remember that day as if it were yesterday
Pretending I was broken
When in fact I was doing okay
Writing childish wishes on blank ****** paper
Tempting fate
Something I would come to regret later

Months flew by fast
Before I knew it my wish had slowly became true
It progressed and got worse; the dark hole I was digging grew
I realized then this was not what I wanted
How long is it going to last?

Taking this pent up feeling out on my self
It was going to take it all away
Memories becoming foggy
There goes my old self left to decay
Mistakes imprinted on my body

Don’t tell me that you care
You know as well as I it’s my own fault that I’m here
A dream turned into a nightmare
I’m living a lie
Erase the fear
Please just let this broken soul die