You whisper to each other
I watch with curious eyes
You see, at four you just don’t think that way
I shall sleep here I exclaim
In a flash the innocence is gone, the fun and games are replaced
You left me with shame
Pinned me down, covered my mouth
It’s two against one here
And I’m just a girl

The memories have become blurred and fuzzy
Little fragments of truth seep through
And yes, I am sure it is real
It’s something I’ve never spoken of
Something so secret and riddled with shame
But I wasn’t to blame

Pulled my stockings down, trying to scream
You covered my mouth
Trying to escape, wiggle my way free of your grasp
You pinned me down
I have denied, and questioned
Would you call it as it is?
Had it been now it would have been a different matter
But you see, at four you just don’t think that way