so you decide to choose the small waist, smooth cheeks, long hair and straighter teeth.
you decided to open your mind for her to teach you things i’ve been begging to teach you for months. you take time to take interest in her favourite things such as music, shows, colours, what she smells like. you notice her talents. you want to watch her grow. she’s the most beautiful girl in the world. you didn’t want to wait till it was too late.

but what about when you hear her sing? what if she learns your favourite song on guitar; taking hours out of her day to create something to do nothing but make you happy? are you going to envy her? not show her the attention she deserves or refuse to listen to her pour her heart out through song, just because you don’t acquire the same talents? will you tell her it wouldn’t be bad if she changed her image? will you flirt with her friends in front of her? what about push her around or mess with her head? will you manipulate her? throw her heart that she poured on the table to the floor? will you take advantage of her vulnerable body? will you trick her that you’re reaching for her heart when you spread her legs in the backseat of your car? will you absentmindedly tell her you will love her again just to leave her for the dark haired girl with fair skin and soft lips?

of course you wouldn’t do that to her.

                    you already did that to me.