do you ever feel just so alone? like, you have all these friends, but you still feel alone. you feel sad. depressed. like you want to die. so you drown your sorrows. you drink, you smoke, and you pop pills. you deprive your self of sleep, so you can crash, and not dream. so you can have a moments rest. a moment where nothing is wrong. but really, everything is wrong. you feel like everything is falling apart because it is and one day it all just gonna... end.