I can feel my emotions have changed, and lingerd far from me, Truth be told my focus has been blurred for far to long, My words are twisted into a tight knot, i would deny it .. My cold heart longs to go back to the fathers loving arms... Yet my body longs to go back to wine coverd addictions... But i rebuke that, i REFUSE to believe that i must go to addictions! No longer will i be a slave to sin. REJOICE, REJOICE