seconds count a backwards march never mine to keep
fascination tries my patience as my heart does weep
from little holes punched in me like a morbid need
colors flow across my skin permanence is real
because i am lost please help me so between the lines you read
i cry to you my helpless voice silent against the screams
society sews my tender lips aching for the speech
the one that slides from my arms and back like a paint bottle leak
pretty to those ignorant of the addicting plea
This poem is written in raw form without punctuation or capitalization. I purposely employ this style when I write about something of the emotional extreme. You may have previously seen a style similar to this from the great E. E. Cummings. I draw upon his genius for this particular poem because I see as he did: Words are a writer's medium just as paint is an artist's. Do with it what you will, and use them how you may.