looked in my mirror and saw you in the reflection
battered and bloody and deeply infected
by the demons who sought to poison you each night
and the venom i'd spit whenever we'd fight
i know you see me as a your dirty secret
but i’m not some drug that you can keep hidden
and i won't stand here, alone and awaiting
a love that is pure because i am not patient
but since you left, it only ever rains
and i stand outside drenched in shame
cause you used to kiss me extra hard on these days
you used to kiss me extra hard on these days