My thoughts are laced in velvet. Silky smooth, they glide from one to the next. Effortlessly shifting into a myriad of unknown, and roads less traveled but somehow familiar, still like twilights and moon rises and time that shifts so slowly as to seem impermeable like that secret box full of the worlds mysteries and truths and all our meanings tucked away so tightly safe. I once thought I wanted to tear at the seams, reveal the figures behind these tall smirking shadows. Never again. So content to sadly soak in the ineffable until skin is porous enough to retain a fraction of what is it to live and breathe and feel. The universe reflecting in the gleam of her maybe-forced smile, I could tell by the jaded glaze stuck on those decaying eyes. I didn't mind. Like so many faded stars, there is life in death. There is beauty in decadence.