Is it my fault
She's gone?

Is it my fault
She's depressed?

Is it my fault
She wanted to **** herself?

I wasn't enough. I thought I made her happy
I thought that she was okay
She wasn't.

Is it my fault
That this disease exists within her?
I know it's not,
But it feels like it is.

I can't enjoy things. It's my fault that she's not okay.
I want her to be okay.
Is it my fault?
Yes.
No.
I don't know anymore