i'm sorry
i've been selfish
sometimes
when i am drowning
in my own thoughts
and sadness and anxiety
i cannot think outside of myself
here is my formal apology
to everyone i have hurt
while i was trying to fix myself
self care is important but
not at the expense of those i love
i am learning how to separate
self care and selfishness
so i am sorry
i know i ****** up
and i know i will **** up again
here is my formal apology
to the people
i love and i hurt