Dear Love,
Even though you
are not here next to me
your presence lingers
I feel you when I go to sleep
Your scent lingers
when I move the blanket
or roll over on the sheets
I miss your warmth
as I curl up into a ball
Anticipating
your soft embrace
pulling me into your chest
My face snuggled
comfortably at your collar
I drift peacefully off to sleep
knowing that you're holding me
that I am safe
I miss the way you look at me
when you tell me
how much I mean to you
I miss the way you laugh,
the way you kiss,
the way you breathe
I miss your vitality for life
your spontaneity
The way you love me
I miss your face,
your hair,
your body,
your hands,
everything.
I won't be able
to go to sleep
until I hear your voice again
and I will wait impatiently
for the day I'll see
your car in my parking lot
to come to visit
I miss you, Bear.
And I know you are as eagerly
awaiting seeing me as I am you,
and know that it is probably
a more intense nostalgia
for you,
you hopeless romantic,
but who am I, as the ***?
to call the kettle black?
I'm rambling as always.
Call me soon,
I love you
~Your Angel
Written: January 11, 2010
Author's Note: I know. It's really sappy, but at the time I was so in love, I couldn't see the writing that was staring me in the face. Love made me blind, and I used it as an excuse to be stupid.
If I had only known then what I know now...
But! Now I have a wonderful boyfriend who treats me well, and we happen to be getting along nicely.
Sorry for the long author's note : )
~Miss Masque