Okay, so I guess this is how it all works, I tell you all my problems and you add it up just to tell me **** my worth."
Well to me, seems like my own heart locks itself in the slammers, Maybe cause when I seen a pretty girl walk down the street I'm indulged by her Curves and her Angles.
And how I'm an own addict to myself. My biggest fear is that my greatest addictions is slowing what's killing my own health.
Been missing a couple of my own old birthdays But I tell myself "meeting new people could add happiness in some kind of more ways." Cause it's really sad when you celebrating everyone's birthday but not even your own. At my house blowing Birthday candles all on my own. Sometimes I feel so alone.
Yet I sometimes do find myself thinking all about of my Ex Maybe cause the new girl I have I'd be calling her "My new best."
In this mind it feels like a running TV show but I'm still flipping through channels And people say "I'm a nice guy," but some days it feels like I loss a piece of my manners.
And really sometimes my own Dad and I could feel too closely like the brand new guy Deep down I really hate when we really don't show each love "Daddy in the silence could you hear me cry."
And somehow I'm supposed to Christian. But sometimes the things I do make me feel like I'm lacking in the knowledge of wisdom
And how much I love my girl but I pray not to disappoint her, Maybe if I were pure of heart, I would wash her feet with oil so I could just go and anoint her.
She has my thinking of kids I love the fact but I don't want our own children to be part of the weirds. And how I fear for my own son. My biggest fear is that I don't be the father he needs. And die saying "well I guess my jobs all done."
But these are the thoughts of rest Not the perfect of men, but I try to give them my best.
And maybe this could be your theme song, Maybe you could be singing through your troubles just to carry you along.
So to Doctor Therapy, to whoevers out there, I hope that you listening. Cause these are the things I had to say. Hoping surely that there's nothing of some sort that you probably missing.
Just don't forget that I am Christian. Yet still a human being, so just to know that some of these sins are so hard to be resisting.
But still tell the world of this man's story And tell them that he tried to his best under his Glory.
And this a story for us or maybe a story only for you. But, I'm hoping that all the words I said you find them but a bit of word of being a True