Stagnation has set in and that old friend misery has come around "sit down old friend, I say "whats new?" "Misery loves company and holding hands is for lovers and aren't we lovers?" I say. Satisfaction eludes and frustration reigns. Heavy hearted I say, "I feel like melting into the carpet, and you?" but misery doesn't answer. I'd puff away on a cigarette if I smoked in an overly dramatic self masochistic way but I don't so I eat chocolate and ask misery if there's any ****. But we settle for the bottle of cooking wine in the back of the cabinet, "so its come to this, whats next? girdles and bingo?" I say. Dissatisfaction sets in and anger wins. I see a picture on the fridge with his **** eating grin. There's still beer cans in the trash and on the counter from the day before; hes in the other room. Misery and I sit in the kitchen together indefinitely