Holding on
to life
what is meant to be
she feels
out of sort
what should she do
sitting alone
in a room without no one
she can express
the way she feels
emotions
of her runs through her mind
how sad is she
sadness is within herself
hiding from all
not wanting to talk
would they understand
can't they see
they eye's of her
in a daze of illusion
she feels uncontrolled
to how she feels
why now
is it starting again
her disease is making her feel
not her best
to what she can do
distance away from others
all she can hear
they are chatting away
a good conversation
but she feels left out
not wanting to join
in her mind
is uncontrolled
she wish in time
she will feel better
illusion that is in her mind
takes a toll
and
energy that she don't seem to have
why now
why now
sitting alone away from others
she feels like a
stranger
not meant to be around people for
a while
please Lord
hear my words of Praise
can you read what she types
carry her through hard times right now
is it normal
for her to feel this way
she doesn't want to feel sink into the gutter
cannot seem to climb the ladder
please
Lord
hear her calling
for help
knowing she is not herself
what can she do
only thing she is doing
trying to coop her day
living a life
is knowing once again
holding on
what life is to her