my hands tremble with the needing of it all with the dark angry teeth eating away at the cavity in my chest like a starved animal one- one- one- one- one- i count the ticking of the clock in static numbers the red needle skipping like a record scratch there and back and there and back and there and back again
my hands tremble with the needing of it all and the hate and the hurt and the hunger and the empty empty empty before the slumber i do not sink into sleep unless, that is to say like a shipwreck fighting and howling and breaking apart these days i feel too much or not enough and i miss the liminal spaces so much that one would think they were never there at all
and my hands
- my hands -
my hands tremble with the needing of it all
written on a cellphone while laying in a lukewarm bath