My purple tinted room is unsettling tonight;
The way everything has multiple shadows.
The way the only thing I hear is my heartbeat and a tattoo machine.
My urge to get a tattoo.
My longing to keep a promise to the boy I have barely spoken to in days.
I still think about him with undying passion.
The dull pain; lain thick and deep over and through my pelvis.
The heat;
Please make it go away.