let me tell you a story. one time something convinced me that i was not beautiful. it was society it was anxiety it was the others and the i. then i took a sage trip on a spaceship, i sat inside myself the real myself, and felt the warmth of the core of the earth, i felt the power surge down the roots of my feet, i felt the light at the center of me and it was connected, somehow inseparable, from the sun and the moon and the other stars. now that i have felt this, the "size" you speak of illudes me. what is it? a warp in space time, a measure of gravity? how huge are you, really? a dot inside a planet inside a galaxy inside a universe. what do you really feel when you have so few clothes on? irrationality that can be turned into freedom within an attosecond infinitysecond. what do you really feel when you have so few clothes on? listen to the wise wolf woman inside you.