i can't stand good byes those moments when the words i am not ready to say, never ready to say, get caught in my throat and choke the courage from my lungs. eyes that sting with the tears of longing for one more moment to simply sit and laugh and be young like this a little while more. i hate good byes the denying forever as the minutes move faster with the hands of the clock to the time when this car will pull out of that driveway and my hand waves its last good bye to you for a while. i hate good byes we need more hellos.