curl up on my floor with me and tell me who you want to be and wish that you and i were eternal like we did once before curl up in that chair with me and hold onto me while i read about the problem i cant rid myself of like we did once before curl up on my bed with me and make me to feel endlessly with the magical way you've taken me like we did once before i hate to miss you but you know how much i do
you're the only reason i even want to write and you're the only reason i even want to try
and you know you're the reason i wake up and you know you're the reason i get up and you know you're the reason i'm sitting here and you know you're the reason that i smile
but you don't know exactly how many times you've been just stupid enough to save my life and, darling, i love you over a billion times
this came two days after i slammed my head on a brick wall and gave myself a beautiful little concussion.