My anxiety,
It keeps me up at night
A constant circle of what ifs
And you should'ves
My inner voice
Grows louder the more I struggle against it
Screaming.
Pinning me to the mattress
It tells me
I'm not good enough
Its laughs at me
You dont deserve her
It grabs me by the throat
You deserve it.
It presses harder
They're better off without you
I force it off
I stare into its eyes
You're wrong.