I'd awoken near a calming sea, Everything that i'd seen had been swept away, The waves crash against my paralyzed body, "He left me here..." I say softly. I scream out in rage but only hear myself, I'd been stuck there for years, all by myself, He was not the one to leave me, He was not the one to leave it was all my own fault, I calmly sit her as the sea splashes against my rock. "I need to love myself." I say; As all my happiness slowly drifts away, I close my eyes and drift to sleep, Always calmly counting sheep, He had gone but i was fine he was ready to leave this lifetime. The birds go on above my sky, singing soft lullabys, I miss him as he does I, He left and so will I, Though it will be a while before I die. So for now I shall say goodbye.