Lately, I been quietly feeding myself to bursting- belly tight as a drum every evening, in the vague hope of creating something tangible to fill a void left by god knows what, regardless, I wake up each morning pitifully unchanged, and hollow as ever.
Often, when recovering, one's metabolism is boosted so much by the reintroduction of food that it is actually easier to lose weight than gain it. Whoever inhabits this new body has to work twice as hard to not lose weight in the months that follow.