If you never tell anyone, it never happened. If there were no witnesses, it never happened. If people say it didn't happen, then it didn't, even if it did. This is why not all people are an open book. Not everyone wants you to read all their pages. Because unfortunately, you can't rip out pages of your own book. Because if you don't tell anyone, it never happened. Why did you tell your mom that you never had ***, when you knew that you have? Because it never happened. Why did you tell your boyfriend that you were okay, when you knew very well, that you were absolutely not? Because it never happened. Why did you tell your therapist that you've never tried drugs, when you know you have? Because it never happened. Why did you tell your best friend you were feeling better, when you knew nothing would make you feel better? Because it never happened. If you don't tell anyone, it never happened. If no one knows, it never happened. As long as you can bury it, deep down inside yourself, and never let the truth surface, It . Never . Happened . It . Never . Happens . It's . Never . Happening. You're fine. Right?