She's a bit smart and a little in pain, so she takes her pills at dawn when everyone is dreaming - while hers translate into crosses on her wrists for the loves she has lost, and straight lines on her thighs as tally marks for each joy unaccomplished.
She's a bit ugly and a lot of beauty, so she stares at the nothingness that she is before any clothes, before any thing - but how can that be, to be less of a person when nobody even said she was one before?
She's a bit honest and a whole lot of truth, so she speaks censoring every softness that is of her heart, but launching every thorn that ever struck her inner flesh - it's for security, she says, and self defense...of course.