This constant vigil,
mercilessly endless,
is but an act of love, I know:
headlights blaring
through the broken dusk,
sickening heaps of flowers
crushed and soiled upon the seat.
Sorrow weighs down upon us
like handfuls of newly spaded earth
begging to be tossed.
The smell of earth, warm and moist;
and no one is there.
The mourners tent is empty.
We have arrived too late.
Kneeling then, penitent, prayerful,
to touch the soil.
I trace my finger
over the epitaph engraved
on the hollow-white
headstone:
It is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me.
The limousine door
catches up the evening light.
Along the window's edge,
subtle hints of black and gray appear.
A long, soft cry
on the wind --
or is it the wind?
We answer with our undying act of love:
Christ lives in me.