I am engulfed in the pain of the day always stalking me wishing me harm with my life unimportant it leaves me to try and discover why want's my soul I always think i find happiness but discover that it is an illusion and a lie I cause pain everyday I remain here in this eartly coil The pain has convinced me to avoid further distruction of oters hearts I must cause one last pain one more loss. Though I question my head and the broken and painful heart I cannot dispute the logic that is derived. So it may be best to say goodbye and remove the pain from my life and leave one last pain for you to get over and forget about me